Thread:Mesektet/@comment-26499804-20181011125622/@comment-26499804-20181017231300

I haven't heard from you for a while so are we still going to be talking about the wiki.

As for finding new friends I never have had any and I still don't some of problems come from my family. But most of them come from hearing or seeing what strangers do the problem is I worry and stick my neck for people I don't know. The problem is I don't have friends who are just as I set or walk around a lone I am observing and taking what or peopleare doing like a sponge. I worry about what people say on the internet I keep worrying about people I don't know. The problem is I don't have anyone contributing anything positive or negative to me. The problem is I am wanting to put others before me.

Another problem is I think about things way to much my mind is never resting. The problem is I don't have social circle I chose not to let anyone one in I am just spotting how complete strangers are treating each and that is what I am going by. That is way I am treated the way I seem to keep looking for things and expecting things from people that I aren't their. I keep playing things out in my head with people I don't know I keep focusing on the actionsof othersrather than my own actions. The problem is I want to hide in my shell and hide under a rock from every single person.

Anyway aside from me always living in fear of every single person I come across what are we going to do about the wiki. Because me worrying about the actions of others is the reason why I adopted the wiki. I just don't want it seem like it is abandoned the way I feel about the wiki that is the way I feel about people. I put other things that have nothing to do with me on my shoulders.