User:Positive Integer

Psh, don't act like I treat other girls like servants, I am rather supportive of other women in general, it's also rather bullshit that I am somehow attributed as treating other women like that, whom I generally have always respected in terms of attitude, goddamn, it annoys me to be accused of not respecting women or caring about them as people and friends, and no Shido, I do not hate men but I'm not in agreement of people who act like assholes at a given moment, and then blame the same things on me for what they actually did and did worse, despite the fact I've never been a bully in actuality and have always stood up for other people when it counted. I've always valued other people as people rather than tools to be used or discarded and real friends have always been valued to me. Also someone can say what they want about me, but I've never been the worst in terms of attitude towards other people. I'm in fact a pretty kind-hearted, caring, and understanding person when it counts though I was not always what I looked like to other people. So don't you act like I'm somehow an unreasonable man-hating person just because somebody is a guy and it's more like their personality I look at most of the time, though other people aren't what they look like, which I do try to understand and look past. Another thing, don't blame me for the execution of other people or lacking a value for other peoples lives, which I generally had shown a value for, that I did not even order just because of something that happened in the past, that meant I wasn't always what I looked like to other people and because somebody probably feels like deflecting some blame on me for bullshit I didn't even do. I cared more than anybody about my old guild and my old friends, but I've come to care about the mercenary league and the people there too... I've had conflicting loyalty to people on different sides before because of certain people, but there is two particular people I wouldn't hold onto if it meant sacrificing someone other people. The mercenary league have always seemed like misunderstood people to me and I wouldn't regret defending them if it came down to it. I am rather loyal to a point, that is only the point where I can't agree. I refuse to take the blame, heal or die for somebody that doesn't have good intentions, isn't regretful, isn't misunderstood, isn't innocent, isn't changed and doesn't care - The past has never mattered to me because of this and I'm pretty forgiving. I realize though that I'm not to blame for what I'm being accused of and I'm confident in what kind of person I am, confident in my conduct towards other people, regardless of what someone else says about me because what I might have 'looked' like to other people. I'm neither wrathful nor a crybaby over loss and people who actually know me, know that I'm pretty well-intentioned, loyal, kind, compassionate, caring when it does count both in the open and in the background, just because I'm not what I look like doesn't what mean you say about me is true, but if someone is a continuous unjustified asshole, bully and overboard saboteur, don't expect me not to be defensive or not respond to defend myself or other people from bullshit accusations, by people with big egos that don't want to take responsibility for their own crap and then resort to hypocritically blaming me for something that I know they're the ones that have actually done shit in the past... I try to look past what people look like and give someone a benefit of doubt if they're either misunderstood, changed, innocent or regretful. I'll stand up for other people if I think I should. I was neither arrogant, stuck up, or nasty towards other people so there's nothing wrong with me. If I responded it was because they themselves displayed poor attitude in regards to other people at a given moment, despite the fact I'm always the one reaching out to someone else to understand them, since I have always been pretty kind, well-intentioned, caring, loyal, and I have never treated other people degradingly, but due to circumstances was not always what I looked like and will often get accused of something I don't do. Despite how I look, I have always actually liked certain people and my loyalties and conduct have already been stated when it comes down to it, though it's not always apparent because of circumstances. Real friends have always been something I valued. I've always been pretty grateful to other people when it counted. In reality I'm a pacifistic defensive reformist, but I'll stand up for what I think is right and for other people when I think I should.

I'm rather defensive, reformist, nice, compassionate, caring, kind, loyal, rather had good intentions and rather understanding to other people in actuality... I've never been arrogant. Spare me from having to have traits stacked on me that I don't have because of a giant ego, but I have always tried to see past what someone looked like and I've always been grateful to other people when it counted... It's rather annoying when people start acting like they're god, don't make mistakes, don't have any flaws whatsoever, then call other people stuff and its always everyone else. The only person that I actually ever purposely stalked and aimed to curb and reform from destructive and framing methods had actually been Suicide Soldier/Cobra Commander Sol... I have never agreed with destructive, framing, massacre type tactics at all and it's always been apparently stated when it comes down to it. Heh, I've actually always thought that Chaos was an asshole, but he did care for a select few other people.

I don't care about the past so long as someone is innocent, misunderstood, changed, regretful, and is well-intentioned... I don't see why people aren't allowed to live if this was the case. I'll stand up and defend other people when it counts. I'm not the one that's narcissistic or arrogant or elitist Khaled and I never cared about status or what faction someone is from, it's always been apparent that it's always been... About what attitude, intentions, and actions somebody had. My loyalties and conduct had long ago been stated when it comes down to it. I've always had quite a lot of honor when it came down to it. I've always had a rather good and fine attitude towards other people though I wasn't what I looked like towards other people and when it comes down to it I'll basically think the needs of other people before myself. I just feel that for once I want to live for myself and don't have any interest in dying for someone that is neither innocent, misunderstood, changed, regretful nor well-intentioned this time around. I had actually stated to stop chaotic and destructive agents before... The fact that I stated as not wanting other people to die nor get raped by anyone, and implying for someone to help other people and go for reform instead of massacreing, framing or resorting to destruction, had been in the background without me having said it out in the open, but at one point in time I've been blamed as having done things I haven't nor ever believed in. : P

However; people are not always what they look like and people change and I've always considered this. I've always valued other peoples lives more than anybody. If someone's going to try to kill you unjustifiably don't you defend yourself? I didn't bully someone because I was jealous or call someone a dog to be demeaning and contrary to popular belief I am not spiteful and I'm neither rich nor spoiled. I'm merely not always what I look to other people and if someone can't see past that then they're probably shallow, but I'll react to someone at a given moment and stand up for other people because somebody else is actin like bullies when it's overboard. I'll honest try to look past at what somebody looks like and try to understand someone beyond appearance, because not everyone is what they look like in a ninja environment. I've never been a bully in general or in reality man... I have always rather liked the mercenary league in general and certain other people and I respected them because of their attitude. I've always valued other people as people rather than tools and valued other people as real friends. : P