Thread:Mesektet/@comment-26499804-20181011125622/@comment-26499804-20181015153134

So the source of my bottled up emotions is that what you want to talk about? Okay almost my hole life I have been a quiet and shy person even as kid. I use to think that I was invisible to the rest of the world but people in my life tried to get me to be less shy and to talk more. But now whenever I speak or something and person learns that I don't agree with their opinion or that am not on the same page as them they think of me as a bad person.

But when was quiet and kept to myself no one seemed to have a problem with me and act like I am wrong because I don't agree with their points of view. It bothers me because I have spent my life as kid hiding like turtle in a shell now that I try to be brave and try to tell people how I feel about something it always seems like people are quick to hate me or other people. As people have a negative view on me they seem act like they are right others like me who don't agree them are and they seem believe that those who they consider to be wrong be damned.

Normally I am not the kind of person to use curse words but that is how much the attitudes of people in 2018 have had an effect on me. My point is as kid I felt like an outcast but people seemed to ignore me but when I say something I still feel like an outcast only this time people seem to hate me rather than ignore me.